Taylor Swift

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
Could've followed my fears all the way down
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
But I'm here in your doorway

[Chorus]
I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[Verse 2]
They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
But I didn't pour the whiskey

[Chorus]
I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
[Post-Chorus]
At least I'm trying

[Bridge]
And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound
It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you
You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town

[Chorus]
And I just wanted you to know that this is me trying
(And maybe I don't quite know what to say)
I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

[Outro]
At least I'm trying

Are you a hopeless romantic, or does your heart break easily? Listen to Taylor Swift's heart-wrenching ballad "this is me trying," and feel all the emotions brimming up within you. From her 2020 album, "Folklore," this song stands out as one of the most melancholic and vulnerable pieces of her career. It explores the complexities of relationships, acknowledging the difficulty of fault-finding and the challenge of wanting to make amends. In this article, we'll delve deeper into the song's lyrics and Taylor's inspiration.

About ​this is me trying

"this is me trying" is a heartful apology of sorts, where Taylor readily accepts her role in the deterioration of a relationship. The song begins with the lines "I’ve been having a hard time / adjusting. I had the shiniest wheels," which sets the tone for a vulnerable Taylor, who admits to her shortcomings. The song's premise is similar to her 2019 track "Afterglow," where Taylor takes responsibility for the relationship's downfall. She puts in the effort to fix it, despite the challenges and setbacks she faces.

The song's chorus, "I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere / Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here," speaks of Taylor's feeling of being left behind despite her efforts. She recognizes that she took her partner for granted, and now that she wants to make things right, her attempts may be futile. The emotions are heavy, and the lyrics, poignant.

The contrast between "this is me trying" and her 2014 hit, "I Wish You Would," is apparent. Though they share similar themes, "I Wish You Would" is more proactive, with Taylor putting herself out there despite not having the perfect plan. "this is me trying," on the other hand, is an acknowledgment of her faults and her almost hopeless attempt to fix what she broke.

Taylor Swift's collaboration with legendary producer, Aaron Dessner, brings an ethereal quality to the song. The melody is slow-paced yet builds up the emotions. In an interview with Aaron Dessner, he revealed that the song was written in a day, citing Taylor's songwriting prowess. The introspective lyrics were Taylor's doing, and Dessner complemented them with melancholic but soothing sounds.

"this is me trying" is a song that you can relate to, whether you're going through a tumultuous relationship or not. The lyrics and melody capture the feeling of desperation and uncertainty but don't entirely give up on hope. It's a song that shows Taylor Swift's softer, more vulnerable side, the side that her fans adore and relate to the most.

Conclusion

Taylor Swift's songs are always a journey of emotions, and "this is me trying" is no different. The song acknowledges mistakes, desperation, and heartache, but it also offers a glimmer of hope. It's a ballad that captures the essence of relationships' complexities and the challenge of fixing them. The song's slow yet soothing melody and introspective lyrics make it a song that you can listen to repeatedly, each time discovering something new. "this is me trying" showcases Taylor Swift's unparalleled artistry as a songwriter, singer, and performer. It's a song that leaves an imprint on your heart, more so, if you've ever been in a relationship that left you feeling heartbroken.

• Release Date: July 24, 2020
• Artist: Taylor Swift